I need a boy. A true guy, one who looks real tough. But won't make me cry. I need that kinda guy who understands. And even when he's with his boys he still says "baby hold my hand"
I look around and all i see is couples. Skinny blonde with some tall muscular guy, holding her tight. Stealing kisses when they think no one is watching. And....when is it my turn? Guess i'm stuck being a Full Time flirt cause all the guys here are fucking jerks. I need a man that'll treat me good. Single.. sexy.. free to flirt. Wanna be in love and don't wanna get hurt. Yah I know it might seems like i too desperate need love. But in this world everyone who fall in love, falls apart. I'm just tired of being alone. I feel like no one wants me or that i'm not. Even there when it comes to me liking someone, they just don't seem to care. I just want that one person that i can love and he'll love me with all his heart.
I need a guy that's nice and so damn fine. So i can tell my girls "Yeap he's mine!" Sometimes i want someone to just hold me when i need it. Not a hug but just hold me you know. Someone to actually love me for once in my life. I don't want to be everything to everyone but i'd like to be something to someone. The only and only thing i want right now is to find a guy who likes me for me. A guy who isn't afraid to act like himself around me, and for me to be able to act like myself around him. A boy who would let me cry on his shoulder, hold me until it's all over, pick my head up and kiss me and say "I love you no matter what. And everything will be okay."
I'm convincing myself. Yes, I'll find someone new.